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In this episode, in celebration of its 10th Anniversary, I talk through the making of my love song "Turning ", how it came to life instrument by instrument, got to be a part of Twilight and more! In this brief episode, I talk through the making of my new piece of music: "February 18, Perseverance - Mars Landing. In this episode, I talk through the making of a new song from scratch. Each day of the process, the writing and un-writing of a new piece of music called, "December 21, The Great Conjunction", inspired by the "Great Junction" astronomical event, where we get to see Saturn and Jupiter appear the closest to each other in years This piece of music belongs to "Astronomy", an ongoing series of songs, which are kind of like soundtracks to cool stuff happening in the Universe around us.


Spotify informed me that I spent 71 hours listening to Sleeping at Last in my Artist of the Year for the past two years and my official Artist of the Decade. If I had to pick a soundtrack forit would be Atlas II. I first heard this song infragile and insecure.

InI listened to the lyrics over and over again as I started a new job that was beyond my skillset and situated in a highly-competitive atmosphere: I want to see you lift your chin a little higher, open your eyes a little wider, speak your mind a little louder, 'cause you are royalty. I had dignity and strength. I was a daughter of the King, and I mattered. This song taught me to fight not because I had to but because I had value worth fighting for.

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As I practiced lifting my chin, I also clung to the lyrics:. Show me how to struggle gracefully. Let the scaffolding inside of me be strong enough to hold this tired body up once more. I'm only steady on my knees.

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But one day, I'll stand on my own two feet. In a season of growth, I was reminded that while I walk this earth, there is no shame in steadiness found by kneeling, that my scaffolding is strong enough, and that one day I will stand.

It gave me the permission to let go:.

In this song, I found the strength to surrender: For the first time I see an image of my brokenness utterly worthy of love. I found the permission to turn away from the gold medal and turn toward embracing the person I am becoming: I finally see myself. It asked me to surrender my life back to the God. I was taught to celebrate the person I am, not the person I think people expect.

I repeated the lyrics almost daily as I fought to let down my guard and let people close. Never in my life have I had an anthem quite like this song :. Show me how to lay my sword down for long enough to let you through.

I am strong, I am strong, I am strong enough to let you in. I love that he said those words with power, as if willing them to be true even on the brink of tears.

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The contrast of brokenness and strength is nothing short of inspired. After 71 hours of listening, this is only a fraction of what I could say about Sleeping at Last. He speaks the words we cannot say.

In his music, listeners find their humanity and dignity. This album let me see myself, broken and beautiful.

And it felt like coming home. As I practiced lifting my chin, I also clung to the lyrics: Show me how to struggle gracefully.